oh ya, btw, i found ma journal!

Ten Anonymous Things You Want To Say To Ten Different People:

1.
fuck you, you self rightious womanizing sonofabitch. if it was up to me i would be force-feeding you your own intestines right now.

2.
its ok, it wa his fault, i forgive you.


3.
you should have seen this coming.


4.
grow up. i have. try it

5.
do u like me or not? cause i'm kinda taken.

6.
you get your ass out here.


7.
take me seriously!


8.
wow, thanx. really, i mean it.


9.
u know, its really not his fault. you should have seen this coming too.


10.
no. no one told me anything. its called insight, and mine has a tendency to either be off the charts a-fucking-mazing, or i have the emotional sensitivity of a soup spoon. this is a time of the former.




Nine Things About Yourself:
1.
i'm a blondy!!!


2.
and a Hindenburg baby.


3.
i want a haircut. soon


4.
i like girly music. there. i said it.


5.
I think far too much.


6.
I LOVE GREEN.


7.
i sing pretty damn well. don't be the rain on my parade. just agree. god knows i'm enough of a self-critic, i dont need your help

8.
i trust fast, but i always think people have alternate motives. until they prove, concretely prove, that they dont.


9.
i have a smoldering hatred for most men. i'm not feminist by any means. i just find it hard to like most men if i know them well.


Eight Ways To Win My Heart:

1.
like me for all of me, not me sometimes


2.
try to spend time with me if i show interest


3.
don't always expect the guy to make the first move. we don't HAVE to, cause we might be afraid that we seem to be taking advantage


4.
be comfortable with yourself


5.
don't overplan. life doesn't abide to a schedule, why should you.


6.
i believe in equall rights and all that good equallity shinanigans. thats not why i open the door, cause i dont do that for every girl i see. its because i'm being nice, speciffically to YOU. just accept it. if u want to open it, then walk slightly in front of me or something.


7.
be happy with just spending time together. i'm not a lot of guys (sexsexsexsexsex). i actually like just seeing you sometimes, its relaxing


8.
the future can stay there, as can the past. work with the now




Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:

1.
that one woman

2.
why cant i ever say that out load?

3.
what i should be doing

4.
not wearing shoes

5.
fruit.

6.
job

7.
rum



Six Things You Wish You Never Did:

1.
make decisions so fast

2.
Be lazy.


3.
be such a social sponge


4.
Act like a complete and utter dumbass.


5.
learn to keep all my emotions in


6.
be so trusting






Five Turn Offs:

1.
Ignorance.

2.
An over-inflated ego. Newsflash: you don't shit gold.
"nice ethan"

3.
playing too-hard to get

4.
not putting up with me

5.
leading me on when u shouldnt




Four Turn Ons:

1.
finding things easily funny

2.
Taking the initiative.

3.
Telling me to take the initiative.

4.
not being too strongly forthcoming








Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:

1.
X-D

2.
0_o

3.



Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:

1.
Live. and kill a man, just to watch him die. no, i am serious.


2.
make a bomb. personal objective.






One Confession:
i am so uncertain about what the future holds, and i always HAVE to know whats going on, that i am a little scared. but i have 2 good outlets, so i think i'll be ok.